to do

i need new clothes for class.

target

results finally out. it was not as good as what i want it to be. from 2.1 naik 3.57 and now turun balik 2.63. well to be honest, i am happy with my results. second year not that hard but i have earnt what i should get. tak payah nak menyesal or menangis semue if dah study gila-gila sampai tak tido malam, habis duit ikat perut for final projects and sampai demam time exam week, redha je la ape dpt pun kalau dah macam tu. now i only can blame myself because take everything for granted. class mls nak dtg or bila dah balik KL malas nak balik perak balik. i do admit during my third sem there are so many things happened until at one time dah rasa mcm nak stop study. thank god, eveything went well.

new semester will start anytime soon. now i can not wait to 'redeem' back all my pointer yang banyak habis tu. the only target for now, grad with 3.5 and above and believe me i know i can. i just have to push myself a bit hard like what i did time second sem. and when i finally finish my diploma with 3.5 and above, i want to fly for good. wish me luck.

MYOB

sekarang ni macam dah jadi trend. kalau dah abes spm mesti ramai yang nak masuk arts stream. ade yang nak buat graphic design la, photography la, fashion la, industry design la dan mcm2 lagi. aku tak marah, aku tak bangkang dan aku tak cela korang yang nak buat ni semue. even aku sendiri pun buat diploma in photography skarang. 

tapi masalah nye aku marah kat orang2 yang pandang kiteorang ni macam sampah. sakit hati aku kalau orang tanye "kau blajar ape skarang?" aku jawab ar "ambik dip in photography" then boleh pulak nak menyebok hal orang cakap " oh, boleh cari keje ke nanti, later on kalau aku nak kawen kau boleh tlg ambik gambar la ar eh". agak2 la der, kau ingat ape kau blajar medic?  engineering? architect? law? tu semue bagus sangat! tgk, kau nak kawen pun cari aku tau tak!

nak cakap pasal keje and gaji frankly speaking aku ckp aku tak pandang keje korang langsung. we even can earn better than you all and kiteorang tak payah nak bangun pagi masuk keje pukul 8, habis pukul 5-7. mcm tak ade life, cube korang pikir monday to friday korang keje pagi sampai ptg then balik rumah makan dgn anak bini lepas tu tgk tv then kene tido dah pasal esok kene keje. sengal, dgn life kat KL skarang ni aku rasa kalau kau hidup mcm tu lagi baik kau pindah pegi hulu je la.

get a life man, we know what we are doing. we know where these kind of courses can lead us into. we know we can live happier in the future better than you all. yes, i do admit our course susah nak cari keje. only the best will stay but hack, this is our life. so please mind your own business.

to those yang seriously thinking about taking arts stream in the future, please dont do it because korang nak market, korang nak up, korang nak jalan2 pegang camera and then pretend like you're a good photographer etc. if you have talent, minat and gila babi ambitious nak change arts skarang ni, then go ahead and if not please think again. 

life as a photography students memang susah, aku even pernah fight dgn bapak aku nak ambik arts. aku ckp kat parents aku senang je, aku tak nak jadi balaci nanti. like what i've said before, aku tk nak bangun pagi pegi keje then balik pun kadang2 dah mlm then kene tido balik pasal esok kene keje. aku tau kalau aku ambik arts aku boleh lead cara hidup aku sendiri, aku boleh travel around the world ambik gambar and even get paid by doing that. dunia dah lain, dunia dah berubah, dunia dah tak mcm korang ingat masa kecik2 dulu. 

sorry for those yang terasa kalau bace blog ni, aku lagi terasa dgn ape cara korang pikir. 

*peace*